Being employed is not at all like I expected it to be. Management is poor, PR skills are low, and people are not always happy. It's so much more different than school... And so much easier to say, "I wonder what could have happened if I had done this instead..."

I am learning a lot. In the end I know that having unconsciously chosen the hard and trivial path it will be worth it. I will be better prepared for whatever the future holds.

Working has allowed me to taste the world and view its complexities.

It's not exactly lovely from where I stand.... But I feel as though this really is winter and spring will come.

Spring must come.
Just as rain kills a drought.
Flowers will revive what has been frozen.