Mentally.
Physically.
And Spiritually.
I'm at that point where....I'm looking back, reflecting, and correcting.
I'm dreaming....hoping....aspiring to be like my loved ones.
Over the past year, life's handed me tears, smiles, and frowns....and I've learned how to handle these things. In other cases, I'm still emotionally flustered, and fine myself laying in bed thinking about certain hardships past midnight.
At this very moment though, this song has been incredibly evoking.
I need to wake up.
I want to wake up.
It's just very difficult....to wake up out of hibernation.
More difficult than I thought.
But. "I need to be revived. Bring me back to life."
I'm gonna try harder.
I really am.
Hold me to it folks.
God......Hold me to it.
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It's okay Jazzy. I'm a few years older and I'm still growing, constantly combatting the temptation to live in a sleep state, just drifting. I don't know the details of these hardships or situations that keep you up late, but I know God wants to give you peace. I will be praying for you buddy.
ReplyDeleteHere's a song from the radio that made me cry the other day. It really inspired me to remember who God has made me. And that despite everything, I am loved and forgiven.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlnEtGh3QXE