I Want To Scream

Home.

I want to run and run and run.

Into the abyss.

Into the forrest.

Upon the ocean's waves.

Soaring on clouds.

I want to run and run and run.

I want to see the flocks of swallows rise up behind me, their winds carrying me to fly.

Onward to Zion.

Onward to peace.

The Circle.

It's all so complicated.
It's all so blurry.

It's all so simple.

It's like watching beautiful goblets being thrown into the air, to be dropped, smashing into the gravelling volcanic rock.

Hands clenched, eyes blind.

That's what you are.

Spitting words of advice.

The moment you realize you don't know everything, that you have been wrong for oh so long, that you actually need to take your own angelic words and start following them yourself, the sooner you will reach a point of self-actualization. The sooner you will be made content. The sooner you will regain the answers you are searching for. The sooner you will see me back in your life. Not permanently. Perhaps a smile or a wave.

Will you see the epitome of selfishness that has you shuffling and unsorted?


I am discovering more and more that reaching self-actualization is nearly impossible.

Humanity, what is.

Am I even talking to you, or is it me ?

The Circle.

Gripped by the most severe thoughts, we drag our eyes to the sky only to see rain.
Acid rain.

Crippled by the pain of fearful running, we stop to be caught by the landslides and sinking holes.
Caked in mud.

Blinded by the rapture of dark thundering thoughts, we lose what we need to the clash.
Lightning stealing life.

Met The Most Inspirational Famous People. Pretty Much The Best Day of My Life. Milestone.

I guess I haven't really blogged in a while.

Been drinking too much tea, writing so many songs, and making a lot of lattes lately.

I'm a barista now ! So exciting.


Major update: I met Of Monsters and Men over the weekend ! :)
http://www.ofmonstersandmen.com